I understand what you're saying, I'm not nuch of a writer either but it is about participation. You don't have to write war and peace or anything (I don't think) but just make a comment or upload some pics or images, I was on yeaterday for quite a while read a pretty good blog by Gus Hansen about bullying when your the big stack. Learned "and" was reminded of a few things that I know better than to do but realized I've been doing lately. Just keep showing up...you'll find your place. Good luck at the tables man and don't forget to read other responses especially from the senior members, that's where you'll find some good advice and I gotta admit this site is well maintained...Later !!