RAT HEAD'S OFF INTO THE SUNSET!!!!

Just like the Hero in the old western's riding off into the sunset. The Rat King is walking off into the sunset. Thats right, no joke. Due to some unforseen circumstances. This could be bigwords last blog for a long time. I have until friday morning to save all my files and pic's before i have to give up this computer. I had an old computer, but it couldnt handle the high-speed internet. My sister has one too, but it wont be the same. I dont think my A.D.D. could handle a slow computer. I lost a book at the library, so that's out of the question. I am in a town with out friends, so i cant go over to thier houses to use theirs. So I don't know what is going to happen now. Apfjr said go to kinko's, lol.

I never knew how sad I would feel to have to leave. Remember when you were a little kid and your parents told you that you might have to move to a new town or city. Well thats how i have felt the last week. Having to leave Railbirds brings back those old feelings. When i found out i might have to give up the computer. I cant really afford to buy this one or a new one. I thought i had it figured out, but no luck.

So just like when i was a young boy. I have to say good-bye to some great friends, when i dont want to. I'll never forget coming to railbirds. Being shy, trying to meet people and make new friends. Just like going to a new shcool. Then you finally make some friends. You join some groups, start hanging out. Start to grow wiser together. Now just like that, it must end. I must say good-bye for a while and I dont want to.

I dont know how long i will be gone. Maybe i will get a new computer for my birthday on sunday the 23rd. Maybe my ex, will give me the laptop back, lmao. I am planning for the worst though. Hopefully its only a few weeks. i might be able to pop in from time to time to check pm's. But i wont be able to run the clan like i want. I wont be able to run the Big Pow Wow like i want. i wont be able to do the blogs like i want. Wow , i am really depressing my self now.

I want to thank everyone on Railbirds for everything. For being there for me when i am bored. You kept me entertained. For being there for me when I was lonely. You kept me company. For being there for me when i was having troubles and was very down. You picked me up and made me happy again. For being there for me when i wanted to go back to my old ways and do drugs again. You kept me out of jail and sober. If it wasnt for you, who knows where i would be right now. Most importantly, for making me a better poker player. Railbirds, you are one of my best friends.

To my clan, the RiverRats. I hope this is a short time away from you. You guys mean the world to me. I will miss you all so much. BigBud and KillaKindall will be in charge while i am gone. There is another who might help out, hopefully he shows bud, that he too can be a leader. If i am not back in a few weeks. I will be transfering over some money to Bud for the freeroll. Also some money to help you out if you dont have the funds to battle with the clan. It is very important to me, that you show up in full force to battle for the league title, wooooooord.

The Big Pow Wow is still going to happen. Any questions, dontations and bounty's are to be reported to big bud. Hopefully he can find someone to help him. I will do all that I can to make it to this tourny, even if i have to steal a computer, lol.

SugarDaddy's, please dont drop me. i will come back even more sugary than before. You dime's, when i come back. I better here what i want to hear when i say, "Who's Your Daddy?"

Hopefully this good-bye blog was a waste of time and i come right back. Please say a prayer for me. Cause believe me, I need you more than you know. Being alone and bored, is something that has always led to no good in my life. I always hated good-byes when i was a kid. Never did get used to them.. i guess thats why when i make a friend. i make sure they are a friend for life.