im running sooo bad i dont know what to do anymore

Full Tilt Poker Game #8307307283: Table Gold Run (6 max) - $3/$6 - $180 Cap No Limit Hold'em - 18:25:28 ET - 2008/10/01
Seat 1: istantallin ($419.55)
Seat 2: mookymcmoookstr ($327)
Seat 3: myss ($747.25)
Seat 4: blinds5 ($335.60)
Seat 5: Quicksixxer ($309)
Seat 6: halvytime23 ($358.75)
istantallin posts the small blind of $3
mookymcmoookstr posts the big blind of $6
The button is in seat #6
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to blinds5
myss raises to $18
blinds5 raises to $96
Quicksixxer folds
halvytime23 folds
istantallin folds
mookymcmoookstr folds
myss raises to $180, and is capped
blinds5 calls $84, and is capped
myss shows
blinds5 shows
*** FLOP ***
*** TURN ***
*** RIVER ***
myss shows a full house, Kings full of Queens
blinds5 shows two pair, Kings and Queens
myss wins the pot ($366) with a full house, Kings full of Queens
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $369 | Rake $3
Board:
Seat 1: istantallin (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 2: mookymcmoookstr (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 3: myss showed and won ($366) with a full house, Kings full of Queens
Seat 4: blinds5 showed and lost with two pair, Kings and Queens
Seat 5: Quicksixxer didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: halvytime23 (button) didn't bet (folded)


these are the kinda plays i have to loser to. i mean im committing myself preflop and the idiot still pushes with KQ that is just awful.